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Z M ÉH O KRAJE P rolog.................................................................................................. 7 K lášterní z á t i š í..................................................................................8 Květnový s e n ...................................................................................... 9 U Čtyř kre jc a rů ............................................................................... 10 S tesk honících p s ů ...........................................................................11 P řed lety j e š t ě ................................................................................... 12 Do A m e r ik y .......................................................................................13 U s t r ž e ...............................................................................................14 D ětská vzp o m ín ka ...........................................................................15 Opuštěné lom y.................................................................................. 16 C estou.................................................................. 17 V o d d ech u ......................................................................................... 18 F ig u rka ..............................................................................................19 Korový domek v o b o ře.....................................................................20 Z la tá k n ih a ...................................................................................... 21 R ybníky............................................................................................. 22 Táborské kraje..................................................................................23 Krajina Českomoravského p o h o ří............................................... 24 То и n á s j s m e ....................................................................................25 Lilkový k v ě t ...................................................................................... 26 599
P otoky................................................................................................27 Při čtení B ret H a r ta .......................................................................28 Pole.................................................................................................... 29 Ž n ě .................................................................................................... 30 N ávrat d o m ů ....................................................................................31 Partie ze S tr a ž iš tě .......................................................................... 32 Podzim {Hned za vsí zám ek j e . . . ) ................................................ 33 Sta rý chirurg....................................................................................34 Byl m ěstys m alý................................................................................35 V ch a lu p ě..........................................................................................36 M editace {Z dřevěné pavlače tichého d v o ra ...)........................ 37 U Jo sifa ............................................................................................. 38 Pouť v z im ě ....................................................................................... 39 S ed lá ci.............................................................................................. 40 Ježíšek................................................................................................41 Z im n í odpoledne.............................................................................42 Při západu slunce v Ž e liv ě ............................................................43 Epilog ke knize č r t .......................................................................... 44 Z L O M EN Á D U ŠE P řed m lu v a .......................................................................................47 I / Kapitola z m lád í.........................................................................52 11/První lásk a................................................................................. 67 I I I/ Pražský r o m á n ........................................................................83 IV / Intermezzo: Sm etanovo kvarteto Z m ého ž iv o ta .............94 V / Sm utky p e rip a te tik a ............................................................... 97 VI / S rozpitvanými n erv y ...........................................................105 VII / In u rn a perpetuum v e r ...................................... ...............116 V Y B O U Ř E N É SM U T K Y Mladé bolesti Sloky o provinění d u š í.................................................................. 123 Vězeň b o lesti..................................................................................124 B ezm ocnost.................................................................................... 125 600
Bolesti často zasm ály se............................................................... 127 Zrazený s n e m .................................................................................128 Jepice kolem la m p ......................................................................... 129 O sklepníku a jeh o m ilé ................................................................ 130 M elancholická vzp o m ín ka.......................................................... 131 Fueramus Per gam a quondam ....................................................132 Posměch očí.................................................................................... 133 M editace p ři víně...........................................................................134 Z lé masce, dříve přátelsky se tvá řící......................................... 135 V ra k................................................................................................. 136 Balada o ztroskotaném titánovi.................................................137 T íseň ................................................................................................ 139 V létě p o vydání Z lom ené d u š e ...................... 140 Ž en a na pitevním s to le ................................................................ 144 Ted'nelze žít, bych n eztížil si ž i t í ................................................147 Sm utek z dom ova Tou cestou zlý j í t musil skutek......................................................148 Podzim ní eleg ie............................................................................. 149 O potm ěšilé k r a jin ě ...................................................................... 151 Hořký s o n e t.................................................................................... 153 К sm rti s m u tn o ............................................................................. 154 Skica ku „caritas“........................................................................ 155 M ladém u vězni na Borech v roce 1 8 9 5 .....................................156 H a v ra n ........................................................................................... 157 Já do m ožností nových...................................................................158 Tragické s lo k y ................................................................................159 Víra sp iklen ců ................................................................................160 M e c e n á š......................................................................................... 161 Soum račnem věku. N áčrty к Vybouleným sm utkům K vět n esm rte ln o sti....................................................................... 168 E vro p a ............................................................................................ 169 Variace předešlé m yšlen ky.......................................................... 170 S ta ří z n á m í.................................................................................... 171 601
M elancholie ž iv o ta ....................................................................... 172 M odlitba sa ta n o va ....................................................................... 173 Bože velký........................................................................................ 174 Sloky (Hidalgo, vše jsem p ř e tr p ě l...)........................................ 175 Do světlého lesa, je n ž zapom enutím se nazývá........................ 176 Čekal jse m ....................................................................................... 177 H ostina ž i v o t a .............................................................................. 178 M in u lo s t......................................................................................... 180 N aivní reliéf h la d u ....................................................................... 182 H růza zam lklé b íd y ...................................................................... 184 Kosmický p o h řeb ...........................................................................185 Píseň náhlé b o le s ti....................................................................... 186 Z h n u s e n í........................................................................................187 Do sebe vnořen................................................................................188 K dyž všecko o d kvetlo ....................................................................189 F ra g m en t........................................................................................190 Odcizení m ilenci............................................................................191 U trpení to u h y.................................................................................192 S koncem X IX . věku ...................................................................... 195 Po přečtení zprávy filantropických d a m ....................................196 Ještě jsou orli.................................................................................. 198 Černý rytíř...................................................................................... 200 Z p íva ljsem za r á n a ......................................................................203 Sloky (Největší bolest, staroba a n u d a ...)................................204 S en tim entální chvíle.................................................................... 205 Z velkoměstského osam ění..........................................................207 Píseň n en á visti.............................................................................. 208 Píseň rváčů přem ožených............................................................ 209 Píseň závislosti.............................................................................. 210 Píseň touhy po jiných obzorech...................................................211 Píseň o lživé m yšlence.................................................................. 212 Píseň znepřátelení........................................................................ 213 Píseň ú z k o s ti................................................................................. 214 Píseň za se o jednom d n i ...............................................................215 Pozdrav bouřlivé n o c i.................................................................. 216 R ezig n a ce...................................................................................... 217 602
* * * (N em ají prý rádi rozkvetlou, nádhernou slo k u ...)........ 218 G lo sa .............................................................................................. 219 Sloky (Tvé obilí zdlouha z ra je ...)............................................... 220 Z a m y šle n í...................................................................................... 221 U bitá m yšlen ka .............................................................................222 Dnové.............................................................................................. 223 Sloky {Svou duší p ro c h á zím ...)................................................. 224 R efu g iu m ....................................................................................... 225 Sloky (Kdys touhou jsem u m íra l...).......................................... 226 Konec slavného ta ž e n í.................................................................227 Šly touhy a n a d ěje......................................................................... 228 Sloky {Podvedenij i ž s to k r á t...)................................................. 229 Černá p ís e ň ....................................................................................230 K dyž ránu člověk č e k á .................................................................231 Rozednění d u š e .............................................................................232 Kosm ická p o u ť .............................................................................. 233 T u šen í............................................................................................. 234 Vyboulené sm utky Em blém k n ih y ............................................................................... 235 Ř e k a ................................................................................................236 Po bílých nocích..............................................................................239 Duše a l ů z a ....................................................................................240 M oderní B e tlé m ........................................................................... 244 Dvě n o c i..........................................................................................246 B izarní s e n .....................................................................................248 A gó n ie............................................................................................. 252 Ž lu té k v ě ty .....................................................................................253 Meditace {Vím, zá p a d hasne o b a vo u ...).................................. 254 Sm u tek s a ta n ů v ........................................................................... 255 K o n d o r ...........................................................................................257 Umění S everu ................................................................................ 259 Pastorále.........................................................................................260 Vyšeljsem v p řítm í.........................................................................261 T heodoru M o m m senovi............................................................ 262 603
JE Š T Ě JE D N O U SE VRÁTÍME.. Ještě jed n o u se vrátím e... Ještějednou se vrátím e................................................................. 267 Před j a r e m .....................................................................................268 M dlé března p a p rsky................................................................... 270 Jasný d e n ....................................................................................... 271 Ospalá p ís e ň ................................................................................. 272 Letargie d o z r á n í.......................................................................... 274 N e ž přijel v la k ............................................................................... 275 Deštivé j a r o ....................................................................................276 Večer................................................................................................277 P o b o u ř í..........................................................................................278 S lu n c e ............................................................................................. 279 N álada (K dyž klávesy za p o m n ěly...)........................................280 Díky h u d ci...................................................................................... 282 Horečnatá n o c .............................................................................. 283 Z á p a d v s r p n u ............................................................................... 284 N álada (A nikdy podivně ta k ...) ................................................ 285 O sam ocení..................................................................................... 286 Léto d u še.........................................................................................288 U z á to k y .........................................................................................289 K lidná k r a jin a ..............................................................................290 S a m o ta ........................................................................................... 291 Srpnové večery.......................................... 292 V groteskním s v ě tle ..................................................................... 293 Bolest svou romanci hraje............................................................ 294 P asáž deskriptívni........................................................................ 295 S tu d ie ............................................................................................. 297 S m r t ................................................................................................299 J íz d o u ............................................................................................. 301 H áj chorých p ři sa n a to riu ........................................................... 302 Vzpomínka z již n í cesty................................................................303 Z e skicáře u m ělcova.....................................................................304 Introdukce do pohádkové n oci.................................................... 305 Tím podzim zd á se m luvit............................................................ 306 604
Hlasy večerní sa m o ty ................................................................... 307 S cen erie..........................................................................................308 Ponurý večer...................................................................................309 K rajina v m lz e ............................................................................... 310 M n ě stesklo se po m áku červeném.............................................. 311 Ještě kra jin a .................................................................................. 312 A gónie večera................................................................................ 313 M ěsíc v z im ě ...................................................................................315 V ledovém o b je tí........................................................................... 316 M iloval jsem ty večery...................................................................317 Bílé m ě s to ...................................................................................... 318 Z pěv noci vá n o čn í......................................................................... 319 Sam ota milenců Sam o ta m ilen ců ............................................................................320 A n i nevím........................................................................................ 321 Largo dlouhých večerů.................................................................322 K do vám ta k zcuchal tm avé vlasy?............................................324 Princezna Lyoleja......................................................................... 326 N aivní ro zh o vo r............................................................................328 N okturno v zahradě, kde se ta n č í..............................................330 Co jsem vycítil z květů p etrklíče ..................................................331 Dva večery...................................................................................... 333 Představa n ě h y .............................................................................335 Jarn í p ís e ň ..................................................................................... 336 Píseň v letní n o c i.......................................................................... 337 E k lo g a ............................................................................................ 338 / byljsem strom s ta r ý ................................................................... 340 Svátek prýštící m íz y ......................................................................342 Sm ích květnové příro d y................................................................344 Sen o ja ru p o h la ví......................................................................... 346 Píseň o z á z r a k u .............................................................................348 Sloky in tim n í..................................................................................349 B yl večer.......................................................................................... 350 N aše n o c .........................................................................................351 L etn í p ro c h á zk o u ......................................................................... 352 605
Sloky (Nevíš, kom u svůj život s v ě říš ...).................................... 354 Š t ě s t í .............................................................................................. 355 P rocházka...................................................................................... 356 R ozkoš z r á n í ................................................................................. 358 A n d a n te (Temně zdvihají se lesy...).......................................... 359 Z asněný flirt...................................................................................360 Na rozchodu s mládím Sloky (Se vším tedy spokojena ? ).................................................367 Dnes byl by večer............................................................................ 368 Nezapom enutelný o k a m žik .........................................................369 Chorovod.........................................................................................370 R ozchod s m ládím ......................................................................... 371 Podzim (Podzim, byl p o d z im í)...................................................373 H udba teplé n o c i.......................................................................... 374 D ý m ................................................................................................. 375 Rozhovor se srd c e m ......................................................................376 U hrobu té, je ž zem řela v m ladém v ě k u .................................... 378 Tajemství březového h á je ............................................................ 380 Úryvek p o h á d ky.............................................................................382 Z a šlá ro m a n tik a .......................................................................... 383 Sloky (Voblacích ptáci rozpjatí...)............................................384 B lízko к jesen i................................................................................ 385 Dej m i ru ku ..................................................................................... 386 H á j .................................................................................................. 388 Hostitelův s e n ................................................................................ 390 Z á zra čn ý p ra m e n ......................................................................... 392 K aždém u ja ro kvete.......................................................................394 Harmonický klid podzim ního večera ........................................396 Reminiscence zralé lá s k y ............................................................ 398 A n d a n te (A metelice skryla s tr á ň ...) ........................................400 Básníkovy nové lá s k y ................................................................... 401 Sloky (Se starým i dom ovy...)...................................................... 402
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Balada (M ěděné listí dubů k ro u ží...).......................................405 B alada o staré lá s c e .................................................................... 407 B alada z let našeho m lá d í..........................................................409 Jarn í b ouře.....................................................................................410 S m u tn á v á š e ň ............................................................................... 412 Květnová n e d ě le ........................................................................... 413 Paní zlého ro zm a ru ..................................................................... 415 Krvácející lá sk a .............................................................................417 B alada tulácké n o ci......................................................................418 D r a m a ............................................................................................ 420 Balada ojeseni vášně................................................................... 421 Balada (Přes louky jesen í ž lu té ...) ........................................... 422 T u šen í............................................................................................. 423 Balada o sentim entální lásce.....................................................424 Půlnoc lo u te k ................................................................................ 426 Historie přítele A n a to la .............................................................. 428 B alada g a la n tn í to u lky............................................................... 429 Dvě ž e n y ..........................................................................................431 V o d kv ětu ....................................................................................... 432 Balada o mrtvém d r u h u .............................................................. 433 H rdá b o le st....................................................................................434 B alada o lásce, je ž o d ešla ...........................................................435 S e tk á n í...........................................................................................437 Daleko tedy srdce rostou..............................................................438 M ěsto mluví.................................................................................... 439 Jitřní m o d litb a ..............................................................................441 Kresba zim ního večera................................................................443 Noc na vysoké vyhlídce.................................................................444 Tulačka........................................................................................... 446 H lučné š t ě s t í ................................................................................. 448
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Hluboké sa m o ty.............................................................................449 Dopis E.... ze sa m o ty.................................................................... 451 Ř íje n ................................................................................................452 K out kra jin y...................................................................................453 Sloky (Věřm ejarům , která b u d o u ...)........................................ 455 M elancolia.....................................................................................456 Píseň o dobrodružném srd c i....................................................... 458 Podzim (Je teskně m i...).............................................................. 460 Po lá sce...........................................................................................462 M editace v parném d n i ................................................................464 Bolest o k la m á n í........................................................................... 465 M n ě vyčítaly hory v s n ě h u ...........................................................467 Píseň (Počkáme, drahá, к zítřejším u r á n u ...)........................ 469 Podzim ní noci................................................................................ 470 Touha.............................................................................................. 473 Píseň o ledové krásné p a n í..........................................................474 Balada z odkvětlé k r a jin y ........................................................... 476 M editace (A láska lásku časem nepochopí...)........................ 478 To, co ta k hárá vjejím o k u ........................................................... 479 Před jitr e m .....................................................................................480 P ohrdání........................................................................................ 482 Sloky (V bezlidnou sam otu se člověk mnohdy z tr á c í...) 483 Truchlivá p ís e ň ..............................................................................484 Píseň (V tvé m odré a bezcitné n eb e ...)......................................485 K rá lo vství...................................................................................... 486 Fantom z m lá d í.............................................................................487 I l u z e ................................................................................................489 M elancholická p ís e ň .....................................................................491 N enasytná l á s k a .......................................................................... 492 III/ Orlí jíz d a ........................................................................................ 493 Co m ohl najiti p o u tn ík .................................................................496 Báseň sentim entální.....................................................................497 Zotročené ž e n y ..............................................................................498 608
Tři p a n n y ....................................................................................... 501 O za kleté m yšlence.......................................................................503 Romance o ž e n á c h ........................................................................ 504 Do je ze r stíny lesů p a d a ly ............................................................ 505 M ladá lá s k a ...................................................................................506 K ristus krá sy................................................................................. 508 Balada (N ocí park voněl příliš hlubokým, sílivým d e c h e m ...)..................................................................509 Únavné š t ě s t í ................................................................................ 510 Balada o brutální ru ce.................................................................511 Kosm ická rom ance....................................................................... 513 Jezero m lá d í...................................................................................514 B alada o vývrati............................................................................515 Otevřené veřeje p o z n á n í...............................................................516 K do taký ža l vám zp ů so b il..........................................................517 IV / C o n ezko jen o ................................................................................. 518 Věčný n e p o k o j............................................................................... 519 M editace před n o c í.......................................................................520 P rázdná srd c e ............................................................................... 521 Slá va ................................................................................................522 V zem i k o n tra stů .......................................................................... 523 Lidské G o lg a ty..............................................................................524 Faust, Don Juan a S větec............................................................ 525 Sloky (Jsem člověk směšný, bez víry a bez p ř á te l...)............... 526 Divná spo lečn o st.......................................................................... 527 H ym nus u šlápnutých................................................................... 528 Zpověď o tc ů ....................................................................................530 S k lizn ě ............................................................................................ 531 D ěl dobou dnešní roztrpčený d ě d ..............................................533 Konec o r l ů ..................................................................................... 534 Sloky o starém m o č á lu .................................................................535 Politické a literární gen erace..................................................... 536 Léto na v s i...................................................................................... 537 Sloky (Ta léta byla p ro k le tá ...)...................................................538 609
A utopanychida..............................................................................540 Generace.........................................................................................541 Sloky (Přes žloutnoucí strom y še rá ...)......................................542 Taková chvíle te sk n á .....................................................................543 Confiteor b á sn íka ......................................................................... 545 Těžké chvíle....................................................................................546 Interiér............................................................................................ 547 Píseň baladická.............................................................................548 Chce se m i s m á ti........................................................................... 549 Ž iv o t................................................................................................550 Cena ž iv o ta ....................................................................................551 K o m e n tá ř...................................................................................... 553 L ite ra tu ra ...................................................................................... 569 Ediční p o zn á m k a......................................................................... 573 V ysvětlivky....................................................................................591
